Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
I have somehow basically ended my teen years. There were so
many things I regret doing in the past. I’ve done so many silly and embarrassing
things I don’t even want to remember it now. I made stupid decisions before. I
made mistakes. But yeah can you tell me who doesn’t make mistakes?
Nowadays I just started to think even deeper on everything.
And it makes me even confuse now. I think I might slowly turn into a realistic
person at some certain point. I take things based on logic and sense. Being a
realistic is somehow great for the emotion, but somehow has its own
disadvantages.
I need to make decisions for my degree options. What course
should I take and some sort like that. For me, this is an important choice I
need to decide to ensure my future career and life. I don’t want to make wrong
choices in life but nobody can tell you whether the decision you make is right
or wrong. Making decisions are tough. You need to think things thoroughly
before stepping on the last stage.
I have so many ambitions ever since I was a child. Too many
I can’t even list them here. I’m a person who likes to try things out but only
in short terms education. I get bored with stuffs easily. And that makes everything
difficult here. Well of course I never get bored when it comes to family and
friends. I love them. It’s just different with what I love to do in life. There
are so many things in this life I’ve always wanted to try. At certain point I’m
also interested to do weird stuffs. I guess I have a mind full of imagination,
but my realistic thought actually prevents me from doing so. Basically I ended
up not doing anything, or stop doing what I’m currently doing.
At the end, I know that I just want to do something I love
and passionate about. I need something that I can really hold on to.
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